Someday.YouandMe

2009-02-07T17:08:00.003+08:00

Just fought wf him once i woke uP!
everythg turns like shyt!
wats wrong and wat im gonna do
for u again?
tats de way ur
and i want it de otha way..
T_T
.............................
i spoiled everythg=(

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2009-02-07T08:11:00.001+08:00

dun feel any good,
just reached home.
update when im in da mood! ta

=)

2009-02-04T22:22:00.004+08:00

WAITING ALSON WONG AND LSH BACK FROM SIBU!
AWWWWW HEAPS OF PICTURES TO UPLOAD IN MY BROS PHONE!
WHILE SMS-ING WF STUPID BABY MONKEY AND MATTHEW!
IMMA INSANE! SORRY MATES=D

=x

2009-02-04T21:31:00.001+08:00

Meh bek dei yeh!
sick of lies=D
JIANG ZHONG JIN HORRRRRR!

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2009-02-03T12:58:00.005+08:00

Just reached KL, exhausted.
called him up and board onto de plane js nw,
hey man u sounds so freakin blur! ==!
its 12 sumthg and yet u can still tok like u js woke up.
it sounds like sumone isint happy bout stuffs i've been doing
well, listen up
i didnt mean to write sumthg bad in my blog
but pls
fren of HIS
dun friggin come n tag me in my cbox.
dats nt stufss bout u.
and i dun luv guys who do i love?
girls and be a so called lesbian? lol
or do i have to keep loving a guy who dont even show hw much he k bout me or so?
well, i thk it was my one sided thking.
laugh if u wana cause i wont gv a damn bout it.
im sick of sms-ing and i dont get any reply n
of course im sick of calling and sumtimes u dun even wana botha to ans..
etc.
I didnt mean to write these thgs here
but ifff..u were in my shoes
u wil noe hw i feel.
and, go ahead and thk wateva u wana..
i dun needa explain anythg to OUT-Siders!
ta~ lunch time.

=(

2009-02-02T13:17:00.001+08:00

I made up my mind.
no more 3rd time no more.
silly girlllllllllllllllll
wake uP!

=(

2009-01-26T03:00:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year guys! =(
wat an awful year..
sigh! dun feel good whole day,
anyway, i really noe whr de hell imma stading
4gt bout it
cheer up and its gonna be another new day
all de best to ya guys
and happy prosperous chinese new year<3.
enjoy and drink till de max!

=(

2009-01-24T13:53:00.000+08:00

Wats wrong wf me?
Im sorta insane..
=(

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2009-01-23T18:18:00.001+08:00

want my life to be in a different way as hw it is right now!
someone pls fck off frm my life!

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2009-01-22T16:35:00.004+08:00

WHY is tis?
Was tidying my room up
well, i found lotsa stuffs
bookmarks, rings and stuffs
those cartoons he drew and lotsa lotsa thgs
essays he wrote for me,
okay..i dun feel any good
as they js make me recalled all those
happy, sweet,
either sad or those hurting moments
everythg js spoiled my day
or perhaps my mood for cny and everthg.
but i js dun get why i used to love him so sooo much.
xxxxxxx change a topic can I?!!
was kinda pissed as baby didnt even ans my call last nite..
forgt bout it
I SAID I COULD BEAR WF ANYTHG!
I SAID I DUN MIND
AND I DUN FREAKING GET WHR IS AT PREV PROUD AND CONFIDENT GIRL GONE!
i couldnt stop my tears frm falling out
i cant help
i dun like myself being like tis
but
i wish i will be fine..
I can make it aint i?
its been a long way till im here
and i wont let anyone ruin it no more..
take thgs easy and everythg would b fine..
Though it sounded convincing here,
I know its nt de kind of situation whr everythgs gonna be fine
promises doesnt mean everythg
And i dun get why sumtimes i could jus smile with those tears in my eyes
and tell my frens tat im really really fine..
theres a wish, always a wish deep down in my heart,
somehow contractive but a lil hope out of all thgs
tat everythgs gonna be okay.
and when can i really find a guy who appreciate me mr den anythg.
babbyyy=(

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2009-01-22T01:12:00.004+08:00

Just came back from movie,
dun feel good as baby didnt ans my call,
dun even noe if hes back yet or not..
but anyway,
might be hes tired or so..
well, wat for im angry?
im tired, didnt sleep last nite=x
how pity=(
off i go nw,
suppa sleep or so?
nt sure yet
but
can i pls skip one fcking step?
im lazyyyyyyy to remove my make uP!
saded
off i go nw, tata

=)

2009-01-21T01:42:00.002+08:00

Love my boring hometown..
Home is de best place=)
Baby is soooooo sooooo blur..
well, he forgotten tat he picked uo my call and yet
he smsed me and say
baby sorry im too tired, nvr ans ur call!
haha baby,
KISS U! LOL
Just to let u guys noe tat
im back..im happy yet kinda sad
as its soooooooooo bored here=(

=)

2009-01-20T15:03:00.006+08:00

OPEN UR EYES WIDE! LOL

*Well, I love him. Hes just way toooooooo CUTE! What to do? He's my boy! i wana rape hiM!LOLLLL dun take it too serious lol but i do love hiM!*

Imma waiting for de driver to fetch me up,
LEAVING KL!
wooooyeahhh..
well,
i admit i skipped lotsa classes
but sorry for being a slacker,
baby neva ask me to go to uni! LOLOLOL
baby do ur job pls, LOL! JOKES=x
wana upload pics but end up my usb doesnt work at all.
alrite, i surrendered!
SCREAMS!
CAN TIME GOES FASTER A LIL BIT?!!!
sobs
and anoth thg,
baby really fall asleep last nite as i predicted.
LOL, i js cant stand..i wana hug him tightly when i see him tis time.
i dun get why he can be such a cute guy to me! GOSH!
ok baby,
here i wana tell u..
I WANA MARRY U!!! LOLLLLLLLLLL!!!
baby, i love u with all my heart, muacksssss=D
off i go nw tata
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REMEMBER TO MISS ME XD! WINKS

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2009-01-20T00:11:00.003+08:00

yesterday wasnt a good day for me,
wasnt a bad day for me either..
as i've learnt to take thgs easily,
wat i can do is to trust him=D
Well, again i was rotting at home..
i noe its gonna be a boring post but pls bear wf me
i js cant stand without updating my blog!
LOL, i noe its crappy
but dont read if u dun wana..i dun mind tho'
BUT I GUESS,
baby, u fall asleep again rite?
well, im nt gonna piss myself off! LOL
i trust u u u!!! I TRUST U HUH!!!
I LOVE YOU BABY! MISS U!!!

=)

2009-01-18T21:54:00.010+08:00

Oh well guys, I found out my posts were all just way too emotional. so today, as my mood is kinda good, why not post sumthg really good and happy. well, didnt even do sumthg useful today, chen en called me up and asked me if i wana go for lunch wf him and his fren and i rejected as im js too lazy. I JUST wana slack at home and most importantly, i enjoy missing him! LOL man..Baby went shopping wf his frens again today, haha..hes looking forward for cny i guess and frankly, i dun really feel like wana celeb cny. i hate people visiting here and there and de most important thg is....OOPS, baby came back at this second. LOL, so i gotta fnh tis post asap! i wana tok to hIM!! LOL and most importanly, i dun like to go visiting esp wf frens! it seems like im going for ang pows! well, im 19 and im old enuff to not to accept any red packets except parents' BIG ONES! LOLOLOL! blablablaaaaaaa...so, let my pics do their jobs. sounds good? here you go~ *Sorry bout tis, but im only available for my boy right nw LOL!* and and and..We went piercing! LOL tata~

*Obviously, we went to pavillion*

*Loveit*

*I love her=)*

*Looks nice ey?

*SHI WO! LOL*

*Adeline.*

*She is so sweet and yet me...LOL*

*Lets get ready, LOL*

*DONE!LOLOLOL!*

*Big tummy==*

*SHY!!! LOL i hope i am, lmao!*

*twinnie belliesss LOL*

*Woooooyeah! feel so high afta piercing LOL*

*GUI LIN GAOO aka herbal jelly! LMAO*

*we stayed in tat house! LOL*

*cant u see our house is jus behind us=(HOW POOR*

*Envy us? Go and pierce urs then*

*We love our belly piercings!*

*Well, she's hot!=)*

*Neva forget taking pic, wherever we go! SUPPA TIME*

*Me and babe*

*Sorry for the ugly face, but i jus love to fool around!*

*LOL MANN!!*

*What expression of mine, LOL*

END Of my day-13.042009!

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2009-01-18T00:08:00.008+08:00

Wondering why am i crying,
its because of him or hiM?
im stucked..
i dun wana thk no more.
I cant feel tat im important anymore,
imma no one, imma not even a gf to him, i guess?
U could only spend ur time wf me when ur free
and u dun even wana spare an hour wf me on ur day off!
i don wan too much frm u, but
am i too much?
and only if one day u could feel tat im always crying bcz of u
and i wondered,
wat had happened to me by tat time?
can u just turn back and look at me?
as
ur so far away from me..
Frozen heart..

Ps: And you, i guess the reason you're goin back to sibu wont be me no more..
i thk u've gt no point going back, and u wont feel happy no more, but anyway, i hope u're gonna enjoy wf ur frens in sibu, and me..i thk i will js go back for a one week break, nt gonna stay long in sibu, as i dun feel like seeing u..sorry for hate-ing you so much. And why i was chosen tat time? Cant u js freaking ignore me tat time and thgs wont end up like tis anymr, why u have to call me b4 ur back to perth tat time? and why i chose u? and WHY i went to perth?!!! Question marks are all ova my head and why when i turn-ed back to him, and he dont care bout me anymr? I HATE YOU! U caused all these!!!

=)

2009-01-17T22:45:00.004+08:00

Spent most of my time wf shaun today,
hes really good in sweet talks
but he told me he dun feel really good these days,
but anyway i really can feel it
as he seldom find me these days..
but anyway,
we've been chatting ova stuffs
overall,
he could js cheer me up..
but it wont works all de time=(
anyway,
thx for dat^^

[=(

2009-01-17T16:36:00.003+08:00

back from uni,
actually i feel kinda pissed off as
i tried to reply pakson's sms and end up
sent it to baby,
and he was like WHAT?
tat makes me angry..
zzzz
i hate tat kinda feeling as if
he dun have a single min tat he can spare wf me
or is he tat impatient to tok to me?
GRrr!!! one word, angry!
but still i sms-ed him to tell him tat im back=)
i've got warm heart, LOL
unlike someone...ahemm!
jokes, and he did tell me tat hes gonna go shopping as he had fnhed his work=)
happy..
I LOVE U DEAR!
hugsssss u and neva let go..PUIK!
only if i can make it, zzz
wait me..LOL, when time comes!
==!
OH DAMNNNNNNNNNN
CRAPPYYYY ENUFF!

=(

2009-01-17T10:47:00.005+08:00

*Gotten tired of waiting, seriously.*

One thing came outa my mind once i woke up,

i dun really like it,
but perhaps i couldnt change u back to who u used to be,
and i felt so down for dissaponting myself.
i thought i could make it,
but now tat i noe i couldnt make it without u.
Sorry, i just cant make it.
Dont wana let go still,
im just see-ing how its gonna go,
and when i will be tired of waiting something impossible happen.........
I miss everything, every single thing in de past..
even though it hurts, and why im still holding onto it,
promises, are they really meant to be broken?

=(

2009-01-16T21:46:00.007+08:00

Wat im gonna do at this moment?
Dreaming? Sleeping? Missing someone perhaps? Loving hiM? Recall-ing bout the past? watching series and dramas? Listen to musics? Call babe and have a talk? Johnny or Charles perhaps? And who should i thr0w all those unhappy stuffs to? Chat on msn? Waiting him bacK? Waiting his smS? Thking bout someone useless? Doing some rev? or my homeworks and assignments perhaps? ETC.
Im just wondering wat im gonna do, i've got no idea at all, seriously, not at all!
I just dont get why i feel happy for jus a short time and yet i can change so fast once i thk bout stuffs! As i thk bout schools, assignments, homeworks or watsoeva tat makes my brain explode. As for family, just leave it, cause i cant help much. Friends? Those who are shitty are nt in my friend list anymore. Relationships? Duhhh, can i pls have a break? I just wana stop thking and when when wheeeeeeeennn can i find a guy whos gonna treat me really serious and I jus want a lasting rs. BF? sometimes hes really good to me but sometimes its as if he just push me down from a 98th floor building or so..and im wondering, isit everyone only feel regret or so, only if someone is gone foreva? or perhaps? they wont. or im wondering did i even eva stand a place in their bigggggg heart. or am i really tat priceless or when am i important to my bfs*Im not saying anyone but im refering to my exs or so==!!* Some just treat me like shits, put blames on me or so? okay forgt bout it. as i dun really like him, mannn. doing all kinda shits and end up nothing, i noe imma silly girl but wat can u say bout me? I can fly to perth jus bcz of a guy but can you? but anyway, i swear i wont do tat kinda shits eva again, no matta hw much i love my present bf, i wont fly to sg to study only if our rs is strong enuff den yeh, imma gonna cont my degree in sg den. but wat? goin to sg is nt a prob to me. i can visit him as often as i wana. but baby, pls bear wf me for the time being for nt being wf u. as im bearing wf u as well. but i think, only when im gone foreva, and only then u could realise tat im nt beside u and im no longer urs no more. so, my present or my future bf*I hope ur de one, baby* do cherish me and appreciate me when my heart is still wf u. cause i gave u all my heart, and jus tat i neva realise months ago. but then, im wondering when im gonna start feeling tired of it, gv me more confident can u? spare mr time wf me instead of ur frens. im nt wanting too much, am i? if yeh, den im gonna stop tat, stop everything and u will feel good anyway. love you so much, i hope u do as well.

=(

2009-01-16T11:54:00.005+08:00

Jus woke up,
sms-ed babe and im gonna meet her up @ 1 for lunch..
im supposed to go for tutorial round 9
but i ended up slacking at home,
didnt sleep well last nite,
my bro's fren were playing warcraft wf the speaker on
its supa loud! godamit
i thk im gonna attend tat tutorial afta my lunch wf babe i guess
classes from 4 til 6!
drive me crazY!!!
dont feel really good these few days when babe isint wf me,
talked to bro b4 he went back to sibu..
told him me n babe planned to go to sg tis coming term break,
and i asked are u gonna come?
he said yeh..so,
wait me sg^^
xxxx, these are jus craps early in de morning!
im tooooo bored!!!
run outa money!
gotta gv dad a call and send me some money! hahahhaa
de prob is i dun have any bank cards wf me atm,
and of course IC!
lost my bag when i was in perth
imma illegal, catch me if u wana..lol
OHHHHHHH CRAPSSSSSSSSSS!
TATA

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=x

2009-01-15T16:39:00.014+08:00

Woke up round 4 sumthg today,
sms-ed baby and prepared to go out for my brunch+dinner
Johnny drove my bros car to sg long to find charles
so, of course i've got someone treating me dinner! LOL
so yeh..
did enjoy anyway,
cause i dun needa pay a single cent. LOL
jokess
but i did enjoy talking crap wf those 2 guys
im back nw!
feel so sleepy, and i duno why
still waiting baby, miss him so much!
off i go nw~ as im too tired.
ta~

14.01.2009 with my girlfriend.

*Lunch with my sweety babe*

*US*

*Ugly face of mine=(*

*Cherlyn.Adeline*

*Isnt she sweet with her hair tied uP?*

*Twinnie, LOL*

*Im just happy, with her beside me.*

*She loves fish balls*

*SOTONG!*

*I love corns!*

*Im woindering did she enjoy her mocha ice cream? haha*

*Wat a hair style*

*She dont needa perm her hair anymore, i guess?*

*Silly us*

*LOL MANNN*

*@ Giant*

*Promoting yakult or so*

*ME==!!*

*LOL*

*Silly girls*

*Two of us agaiN^^*

*Cutey and me*

*My babe, while imma on phone*

*CNY is just around the corner, lammeeee*

*LOL, we love to take pics!*

*My sweet girl^^*

*WOoooyeah*

*LOL! They ended up fooling around with us*

*On phone ON phone!*

*A stupid video found in my bro's fren's phone, LOL*

Just received his sms by then,

called him and ended up

''cant tok to u anymr, cab reached."

"imma nt going back, i guess?"

i feel so shit!

cant even spare a min wf me,

ANYWAY

THX FOR UR SMS LAHHHH!

betta do my rev den thking shits!

zzz fck-ed off

2055

^^

2009-01-15T03:58:00.011+08:00

Today, once baby find me in msn, im kinda pissed off as he greeted me and said brb! ITS KINDA LONG, and he said, hes gonna reg into a new school or so..and i was like, HUH? and i've gt no idea wth he mean! and i was so confused tat sec zzz cause i tot hes gonna cont his course in ITE! but anyway, im kinda happy, as hes gonna take de same course as me^^ Logistics or so? imma major in logistics while him? im nt sure tho', as i've gt no chance to tok to him on phone for a very long time..T_T wateva, hes same as me tats all! u guys dun needa noe so much bout it, LOL!!! but then, i jus keep imagining lotsa stuffs outa a sudden! lol mannnam! am i crazy or so? but if we can really make it thru ,it sounds really fuN! haha anyway, we work hard togth and we could jus help each oth wf anythg. im nt sure if u feel so as well, but i do thk so=) miss u so much! huggies..MAJOR UPDATE LATA! when im free,when i wake up,and whennn.......imma bored! but possibly im gonna be bored, as my bro's going back to sibu soon anyway, gotta be lonely at home once again! but fortunately,i've still gt johnny's companion till 19th=( perhaps, im gonna ask babe if she wana stay ova my place for a week or so? haha~ miss ya guys! miss ya babe and most importantly, I love you so muchh! and i miss you so..<333*

With loves,
Adeline

0416

2009-01-13T11:38:00.014+08:00

Good morning babes and dudes!
Fckers and fakers who noe my blog! SHOO
im still so kind greeting in de late morning! LOL
Babe, Cherlyn sms-ed me @ round 9.40 or so..
replied her
and yet i fall asleep again..
woke up several times by few sms by some other frens
expect he would sms me early in de morning
but yeh, dissapointment!
anyway tats fine tho'
but,
my frens've ended up ignored by me! LOL
like i care? except my babe and baby!
finally im awake nw,
jus received a call from my ex's cousin
and he woke me up,
jus to let me noe tat he had reached KL
i sounds so blur tat pissed him off on phone, haha
and my reception isint tat good as well
26th floor and u cant expect much from me! Gosh
but perhaps,
i might jump down from 26th floor
when im sick of de way im!
LOL! TOUCH WOOD!
anyway..
i jus duno why
i feel so uneasy and miserable outa a sudden..
so i guess..
i gotta hang out wf more of my frens
so i wont thk tat much no more,
haha
keep smiling to show tat im happy
but actually im not,
i've always been like tis..
ohhhhh mann
stop talking bout sumthg bad here..
shall stop here nw,
tummy is grumbling nw
perhaps im gonna wake 2 of my bro's fren up
and ask them to accompany me for brunch.
anyway,
i will miss you guys
tc and i will as well.
HUGS

With love,
Adeline.

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